Learning to love yourself.

October 31st is already coming to an end. Happy halloween! I didn't do anything celebrating it though. How depressing. From tomorrow, the month of november is going to begin and I'm kinda excited. I mean, I have no specific plans for the whole month which gives me alot of time to concentrate on myself.You can never love someone else if you don't love yourself. I want to be someone who isn't ashamed of herself. I do love the way I am but when there is a chance for me to become better, why wouldn't I like it. You can love yourself right now or change into someone to love yourself. Changes aren't bad. They are good. Change too is a form of loving yourself. You know, you sometimes hesitate in showcasing yourself in few areas. That way you aren't actually completely loving yourself. There might be people out there who are really confident about themselves and are able to do anything without any problem but I am not like that. I hesitate and thus I know that I am not allowing myself to showcase the best. So to showcase the best I can be confidently, and to do that I may have to change myself a bit to acquire the needed skills. If you want to change, you can. That is your choice because it is you who can either decide to feel good about your change or complain about it. I choose to change to become someone who I can admire. I want to be someone who won't hesitate while advising someone else. So yeah! mission November is going to start from tomorrow. I am going to learn to love myself by developing myself. I have lots to work on and learn which is what I'll be doing fron tomorrow. I pray that I don't leave anything half way because it's boring. There is a need to learn that knowing yourself is never boring in your life. Right now, I am having ideas of creating a new me so shouldn't that be more interesting? Maybe it will be.
Happy minutes of the day were quite simple today. I lazed around re watching one of my favourite dramas and met up with a friend and off we went for a drive and ended up having ice cream in this cold weather too. Ah! Happiness is winter and it's cold. I hope it gets really really chilly.

Yeah, he couldn't even put that skull thingy properly. Well, I don't care however this picture is but I still like it. I can't help not caring because he was driving the bike at that minute. 

Yeah too shaky. I don't love shaky pictures but never mind. I love bikes. I love night time. I love long rides. I love friends who are jobless like this guy. Yaye.